There is a scene in the movie that makes me cry and laugh at the same time. The way that mother feels is how I feel.
I am so angry. So much pain from brokenness. I am just angry at it all. I have never really felt this kind of rage before. I squelch it out and then it comes back full on a couple hours or days later. My logic is not helping me. Usually I can dispense my logic to squelch feelings that are unnecessary.
I can a little bit with this. The oddest thing is that prayer usually brings it up.
Right now all I have calming me is my loud heavy metal music.